Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Standing By...

I got my application into Fuller by September 29. My transcripts were there a few days later. My last reference arrived October 31. I called several times to make sure nothing else is required for my application and was assured all was in order. Then, Saturday, November 8 I received a snail mail letter asking for additional transcripts so that my application could be forwarded to the Committee by November 14.

Ha, ha! I called the schools in question first thing Monday morning and learned that since my records are stored on microfilm somewhere they would have to be hunted down, uploaded to a computer somehow, printed and mailed. Of course, Tuesday is a holiday so none of this is starting until Wednesday, November 12. What are the chances it will arrive by November 14?

I mentioned to Fuller that all of my academic records for the three community colleges I attended are in the transcript from College of the Sequoias, where I graduated, but they say that doesn't count. I asked if they could have let me know that a few weeks ago when I called them to check specifically on transcripts....

So, all I can do is wait and pray. If my transcripts miss the deadline for the winter quarter, my application will go into the pile for spring and I will have 4 more months of waiting to see if they will accept me as a student.

I have learned (again) that I lack grace when other people don't do their part. It gives me heartburn when I have finished everything I say I would do, met the requirements and then find that others dropped the ball. Grrrrrrrrr.

Anyway, this process has always been the Lord's hands and if I have a complaint, I have to talk with Him about it. He doesn't really care about my complaints since, once again, I don't even know how to ask the right questions. How do I know when (or if) I should start seminary? Only He knows.

I have a friend who is in seminary right now who never intended to go at all! She and her husband are both attending seminary, to their great surprise. A few months ago they were praying about what to do next in their lives, decided on a whim to visit Western Seminary in San Jose. They sneaked onto the campus to have look around, bumped into an admissions counselor "by accident" and before they left the campus that day, were enrolled in 3 classes each. Now she is up to her eyeballs in hermeneutics. She has no idea how she will use her seminary education, but she knows God wants her toget it. Go figure....

1 comment:

melody said...

I totally understand you on the feeling when others drop the ball. I feel like that happens a lot in my job. However, I have not quite been as open to learning to change my response, as you have. I am proud of you mom. I know that God is caring for the details in this, because he cares for you greatly.